If there are supposed to be some milestones in reltionship, I will call it one yesterday.
several days have pasted since we agreed to stay away from each other for a while to regain orselves and figure out things.
I have always imagined myself to be the kind of girl who will not take the initiative and ask how does it fell like without my company, but the truth it, I still did.
Since I wouldn't buy people's idea about holding back your feelings so you wouldn't be fooled around, I chose to start this relationship journey, I should be honest with myself and be frank with him, so that we could know more about each other gradually and grow our bond deeper.
Yesterday was the last time to the hospital for getting injection since I was biten by a dog. I could still remember clearly about the first day when he looked quite anxious and considerate, I was so taken care of, watching his back moving towards different rooms to get things done and those procedures, honestly, I really don't like that much, he made me feel like a child being taken care of.That's my dairy moment and I knew then that life with him later would be what I wanted all the time.
And yesterday we went there again after work, by bus, I was sleeping on his shoulder on the bus, that is some unforgettable feelings for me as well. I mean, really, not just the thing we spent time together, but kind of another first time that I had butterflies inside for leaning on his shoulder on the bus.
And after injection, we had lunch in an eatery, not a fancy restaraut, but for me, that's what I like, small things make life great, we both don't care that much if it is a place with that so-called atmophere, but at certain time in the future I knew we may need that. But right now, the small eatery is good enough for my dating, ,and we made it a heart-warming experience as well, I remembered some details as well and told him about part of my past that I usually woud rather not to talk about. He listened so carefully as if being told an intriguing story. And that stories I think few would be listeners except for him and my cobfidates. that time, I knew again, I am really into him.
He was going to head to his friend's house far away. We still spent some time walking in the rain with an umbrella, found some withered petals with which I had really nice photos later and want it to be special for both of us. then I saw him off, while pretending I need to ran errands as i hate to part that early, I followed him later when talking on the phone and asking where he is right now, I was so like a shy child who might be considered totally childish, but I just did what I wanted.
And at night when we were talking on wechat, feels like we've known each other for so long, he knows me well and really cares about me, downstairs, I got medicine brought back by him, a kiss on the forehead, That's anther big dairy moment I will to keep fresh memory all the time
Be honest with my feelings, with the right person, everyday would be the same with butterflies, touching thigs, dairy moments, and a certain stages, some milestones to grow our bond deeper, so that one day I could say: I love you, truly and sincerely......
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